wishing on a star
Why do people do blogs? For me blog serves as my outlet, when I’m home I don’t go out, I just do some house chores and cook and that’s how my day happened. I’m not a house buddy but I used to kill my time at home. Vacation is a word which we long to have. Where we can relax and do whatever we want. But this word reminds me of some boring days, a day with lots of time to be killed. Time to be used wisely for some improvements, time to do everything you planned to do. Doing blog is not on my plan list, but somehow it helps me to improve myself, it gives me the ability to express some of my opinions about the things I usually encounter. It serves as my cyber diary. I was happy to find that after a year of not using this blog, it is still working. Im so amazed of how things became so high-tech, so modern and so possible. One morning when I woke up I saw my brother’s phone, I’d read the writings and I’ve found out that he’s reading a book in his phone, he has a e-book in his phone. At the time I saw the application, I was dumbfound how technology did everything possible and for that I envy my brother, how I wish I could also read books using my phone. Technology enters our world or hence I could say we are now entering in the world of technology. World wherein life seems so easy, so incredible and so fantastic hehehe….old stuff are now set beside, things evolve from creative needs to essential ones. This summer my old routine on my school days has ended, and doing blog, giving my opinion in front of my computer started. Happy vacation….
Every time I recall the memories of my life I usually smile and let those moments linger in my mind, as I see them in a distance, my body seems to fly out of the happiness. I can’t explain the emotion, I’m so thankful to have those people in my life; those people whom I know will give their shoulder in times that tears will fall, a true friend whom I call. This year was actually the year which life for me seems to be so challenging. Boredom, sadness, anger filled my heart. At first I thought that I’m just growing that’s why all those emotion was coming into my life, but then I realized that this year was started with some wrong things and that mistakes took me emptied and sad. My immature attitude turned to change and grow these past few weeks, as I learn how to thank God for all the things that happened, whether those things made me sad and cry for sometimes. I know God has purpose for me and those things He made acted a stair for me to get my goal. As I learned how to accept those lonely days I learned that there’s someone who will give you His Big shoulder and hug you as you cried all your anger in this world. He was there to listen and give His reply in some little ways we encounter everyday. I felt so proud to know Him and let Him filled my heart. As my heart carries Him, I realized that he leads me to a mature one, a person who has a vivid direction and clear vision of life. He gives me the positive view to every solitude situation that I’d met. Life seems to be a wonderful gift, a gift that I should treasure and take good care. His love was so true that he never get tired of giving it. He gave me those people, who will take good care of me; he showed how genuine His love was by simply accepting who I am, whatever path I’d taken, whatever things I’d done. He is there to support and accept me because he really loves me. Those memories are the proof that God really loves me, the happiness that I felt is all because of the love He gave.
Knows who are our enemies? Well they are the forces such as fear, worry, inadequacy, anger, frustration and inability to cope. These are the villain in our life. They destroy us and kill our mind. We all need to win against those forces. They don’t just ruin our lives but they obstruct our way. They inhabit our heart that cause us to hate life, and that’s worst. We need to throw them away and kick them out of our life but the big question is HOW? Well, its all in the mind, our mind helps our heart to push them all in trash. Our positive side can triumph against those negatives if we help ourselves. Never let things make you feel sad and if ever you allowed, you were putting yourselves in a wrong line. Never permit those forces to conquer you. Let those situations be an experienced to be learned, never regret the things that happened, these are your steps to God. At those cases God were asking for your attention, you were experiencing those sad days for you to know that God is there, ready to listen and serve you. He might not be on your sight but he's always at your back following you wherever you go, he is there to catch you whenever you feel that you were going to fall. Those miserable times reminds you, that God is there to help you win, in contrast to those negative forces. Open your mind and let God help you to open your heart. You are indeed helpless without the foundation of our Family GOD.